Life!!!
At times, no, again and again... i fail to know what it means? then i decide that it has no meaning, it can't have.. we are born , will live a predecided fate and die. The more i see life, more i believe it to be true, and more of my this belief gets stronger. and it looks more dull and lifeless!! and all this has made my life harder and harder, i can't find stuff that is motivating, can't make myself indulge into and enjoy. Or probably, i'm in a wrong profession.. just read smwhere that software is regarded as one the most boring jobs in the world :-(. guess it's not my fault i also feel so..